It's 8th of May, only time flies so fast but still I'm stuck here failing in every decisions I made... :( I'm sad right now, I wanted to be comforted but I'm to afraid to open up even to my friends thinking that will just laugh at me. :( I'm so sad right now.. more likely depressed because just everything isn't working well for me. I have so many things I wanted to achieve, I want to earn money.. I want to help my mom.. I want help other people.. but it doesn't turn out well. :( God, help me. I've been constantly asking for you guidance in every decisions I made but why? :(